I dunno how to title this post because i am having random thoughts right now.
About work, stress is chasing me right now when the perpetual go-live date is round the corner. Good thing i can still cope technically. The thing i do not have is time and hands. I hope people can see that i am trying very hard.
About a healthy lifestyle, now that i found my equilibrium to my work schedule. I can fit in my healthy activities like runs and rowing. Today is a good start with two sessions of dragonboat with Hougang sec and ACJC alumni. My arms have been itching.
About love, i am fool in this aspect. But i treasure friendship over selfishness now. I think it is rather selfish to want to try and “be with” someone. You might lose a friend. But looking at my lifestyle and daily activities, i most probably end up living a single’s life. I am pretty ok with that but the sucky thing is that you have no one to turn when you need someone. I cope pretty well on my own in a matter of fact though i am still in search of my movie buds. However, having said all these, i am restraining myself to “feel” again because i have found that feeling again. Even if i have to just keep our hang outs to late night one, i really have no qualms about it. I know you know but this friend of yours is “waiting” even till he becomes an uncle.
About the past, i have put it behind me. I am happy to see that its a happier ending right now. There are times when memories come back but they are all but memories.
About people i just met, through friends, i appreciate all those that welcome me and tolerate my social aptitude.
That’s all… To a great new year ahead… =)
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